i miss that moment!!!

i miss that moment!! yeah that is what i am thinking right now while i am in the middle of studying for financial management quiz tomorrow.. rehat la kejap lepas otak berpusing2 nak simpan data kan..

assalamualaikum kepada stalker2 sekalian.. hahah (perasan je macam ade orang baca)

i miss that moment!! so what moment???

1. my childhood moment

ini lah saat yang paling bahagia dalam hidup aku. aku memang tak boleh lupe la saat2 aku masih budak2 hingusan.. sekarang dah matang ke??? well boleh la sikit2.. hehehe.. aku x boleh ingat sangat zaman kanak-kanak yang masa masih betul kecik2.. aku hanya boleh ingat zaman tadika je.. ingatan aku bermula dari situ la.. well aku mula sekolah belajar abc dari tadika annie dhobie kat kampung hilir sibu.. i make a lot of friends there.. ada yang bersama aku sampai form 6 lagi cuma lain2 kelas je.. aku ingat lagi dulu mula2 tadika aku depan umah aku je.. seberanag jalan la kira2 nya.. x sampai 5 minit pun dah sampai dah kelas.. hehehe paling best time tadika ni la main2 logo,main permainan macam2 belajar lagu pendidikan... dah belajar2, di bagi pulak makan2 free. balik dari kelas je xde nye nak wat homework, assignment (tadika pun ade assignment ke) blaja utk mid term (adoi dah jauh terpesong ni) dan macam2 lagi la.. balik dari sekolah terus je main ngan jiran2 pulak. main "kepung2 duduk) main sorok2 main kahwin2 main masak2.. xde nye game yang aku x main mase kecik2 dulu.. xde la macam budak2 sekarang ni.. psp,laptop,ps2 ps3 xbox macam2 lagi lah.. zaman dah maju kan tapi main kat luar jugak la paling best..

lepas grad dari tadika dengan first class honour, aku sambung pulak study kat sk abang ali.. walaupun dulu mase sekolah rendah ni aku selalu cakap ngan mak aku x suka la study kat sini.. susah pastu bosan x macam tadika.. "nak masuk tadika balik!!!!!!" tu la yang aku rasa2 nak cakap ngan mak aku masa tu.. p lepas masuk je aku rasa best pulak sebab geng tadika aku dalam satu kelas yang sama.. cousin aku pun sama.. kitorg satu kelas memang best lah.. aku masuk kelas A2 mase tu wataupun glamer jugak la dengan nama kelas kuning. opsss jangan salah anggap a2 x bermakna x pandai yer.. masa tu sekolah kitorg x pakai pun konsep kelas pandai x pandai ni.. main masuk je.. p lucky la masuk kelas a2 ni sebab kelas ni la paling sempoi,paling best,paling bergaya and paling penting kelas yang paling selalu menang any contest yang di buat leh sekolah.. heheh aku dalam kelas yang sama, classmate yang sama dari first year sampai sixth years.. paling memalukan bile first yr aku sem pertama aku dapat number uncit (tercorot) dalam kelas.. 40 / 40 tu... bengap la sangat... p yang paling best pulak bila final sem final year aku dapat 1/40.. kekek.. bad start end with good result.. i like.. hahah.. masa sekolah rendah ni macam2 benda yang best... rumah sukan, kelas kafa, kelas tambahan, penyampaian sijil for dean list (agak kerap la jugak) ramah tamah hari raya. hari guru and macam2 lagi lah.. gle bestt.. i really miss that moment..

haa ni la sekolah rendah aku

sekolah menengah pulak aku x rindu sgt environment dia sebab aku sekolah kat sekolah cina.. (bkn sjkc p sk yang ramai cina).. p miss my friend a lot.. ramai pulak kawan2 baru aku dari sekolah menengah tu.. macam2 jenis kawan dengan macam2 ragam aku jumpa mase sekolah menengah ni.. p i just miss my friends, teachers (the sporting one) and my ex2 gf.. hahaha byk la jugak xtvt yang best aku join dlu tapi honestly x sebest masa sekolah rendah and tadika.. ni aku dah masuk universiti (alhamdulillah).. tpi mne nak ade moment that i miss kan sbb study pn a bis g ni...

2.my moment with ny family

sapa x sayang family kan.. aku bukan la jenis yang rindu2 personally kat family.. sepanjang aku study, plkn dulu aku x penah nak call family and family x penah nak kol aku.. p aku rindu la saat2 dengan diorg.. hehehe.. i would say the best time you can spent on is with your family... masa aku kat sini aku jujr cakap perasaan rindu tu kurang tapi aku nak sangat wat sesuatu ngan family aku.. pegi makan2, party, picnic, jalan makan angin and mcam2 lagi la.. ok, saat yang paling aku rindukan bila bsama family adalah masa raya.. perghh gila best.. masak2,kemas2 umah, shoping2 jalan raya, langgar meja (open house) kadang2 picnic.. memang best la msa2 tu.. masa raya ni je la kami ade masa bersama2 semua.. utk pengetahuan sejak form 4 bila mak aku dah pindah kampung aku dah mula x tinggal ngan diorg.. sampai sekarang masa yang aku ada ngan diorg adalah masa cuti je.. aku tinggal ngan abang aku kat sibu.. pas form 5 igt dah boleh balik kampung tapi sekali kena panggil utk national service pulak dah.. lpas abis plkn aku amik result (alhamdulillah ok) lepas tu terus sambung study form 6.. (matrix reject aku) hehe study2 smpai form 6 ingat nak pindah sekolah p kampung tapi x dapat.. study la sampai abis stpm.. dah abis stpm pikir balik nak stay kat kpg ke sambung study.. mula2 igt nak sambung study kat upsi sekali diorg pn reject aku.. lepas tu perasaan dah macam dua tiga nak sambung sekali dapat offer dari ums utk islamic finance.. tnye family diorg cakap up2u.. tnye member diorg cakap syg result stpm dah ok p x nak sambung so aku pun decided utk sambung.. sampai sekarang i spent less time with my family.. xleh nak upload pic family lak.. xpe2 len kali la

3. miss my moment with her

sepatutnya cakap pasal miss my moment kat kem ledang tangkak for NS p aku nak study so terus je la kat sini...

i miss my moment with her.. i dont miss her.. i just miss the moment we spent together.. it was so good to have her in my heart, to accompany me where ever i go, to be with me evry time i need her, for being there when ever i miss her, for guiding me when ever im wrong.. but that was before.. now all that has gone.. how pathetic..

how come??? u promise to be with me and i promised u but why this happen??

kita sama2 ego dengan sikap masing and that is what matter.. you dont want to change and me neither.. honestly i tell you i have try really hard to change for you but u just dont see it. u just simply see my mistake. so when u ask for it (break up) i wllingly give it to you bcoz i told u before our relationship was in your hand. your decision. so when u asked for it i need to respect it without any objection even though in my heart i want you to hold a little bit longer. i was so sad ( i need to admit this) but when im to think about it, that is the best for us.. we just cant get along with each other.. we are completely different.. not in term of wealth, looks and what soever but in term of what u want in relationship and what i want.. that is completely different.. so i think what we have done (breaking up) is the best way we can do it.

but when i thought i can forget you, our best moment keep flying around my head.. then i realise that i miss you.. really!!! half of me said i should get you back but when i think back of what cause us to separated, my other half said no!! so i make my decision not to.. and i also remember u mentioned to me before once is enough.. no twice, third time and never forever... that makes me stop myself from trying to get you back.. im sorry to miss you when you are already missing in my life.

so, for the girl u might know who u are.. i hope u know.. i wont mentioned your name here.. but just in case u read this.. i have one thing to tell you.. i wont try to get you back now.. but for sure i ll try after i grad and get a good job... if u are happen to read this i hope when the moment comes, u are still single and available.. but when along the waiting time you found someone else who are better, much2 better than me, i just can pray for your happiness.. and that is the end for me and you..

so, sampai sini je la.. sorry for the broken englishh.. entry yang ke 3 tu hanyalah untuk test english aku je keh.. practice make perfect right.. jadi jangan ambik serius sangat apa yg aku cakap untuk yang ke3 tu

hahahah

assalamualaikum

(alamak!!! dah pukul 11.44 la.. mati la bru blaja satu chapter ni)